i never knew i could have so many thoughts in a minute...often i end up in a state of confusion, other times i feel content, sometimes i just feel lost. there is no rhyme or reason...it just is. i have accepted this part of my life for the time being...no it hasn't been easy, but i see sometimes you just need to let it be.
let it be. never did i imagine that these 3 little words would be so meaningful and therapeutic. in a time when i thought i had complete control of my life, in a time when i thought i had all the answers to my questions, in a time when i thought i saw my future so clearly...i realize that no one, no matter how powerful can see into the days ahead. the future will always hold uncertainty. it is scary, but at the same time it is thrilling...exciting. it is the uncertainty that makes life worth living.
so here i sit, listening to the current theme song to my life - knowing that in time there will be an answer...let it be.
--------
no thank you could EVER be enough to each and every one of my readers...my friends. your words of wisdom, encouragement and love has lifted me up during a time when i thought i could never see the light of day. i thank each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart. each comment, every personal email sent has been read (and re-read!)...please forgive me if i have not had an opportunity to respond...i will in time, i promise.
with love, lindsay
those are three magical little words. thank you for sharing.
ReplyDeleteyou are so beautiful! I always think that when I visit your blog, with the pretty colours and your whimsical photos. I'm thinking of you :)
ReplyDeletexox
oh thank you so much margot :) your sweet words keep me smiling!
DeleteWhat an amazing tattoo and yes ever so profound. I've learned the lesson many times before. Best wishes on the days to come! Spring is here and it will bring tons of reasons for smiles!
ReplyDeleteSo happy to see this update from you; you have been on my mind a lot lately and I've been wondering how you're doing! You sound so strong and so positive - keep your chin up, friend.
ReplyDeleteMight I also add that I've noticed a change in your photography? It has blossomed into a very artsy style with beautiful composition...love! These are lovely photographs, too...such a perfect depiction of Spring. Fresh life. Renewal. Apropos, no? :)
Love & Aloha,
xoxo
oh angie...your words have meant the absolute world to me...please know that i appreciate you in every way there is :)
Deleteand thank you oh so much for your compliments on my photos. i work hard every day to get better, see the beauty in even the smallest of things. i find when you do that, the prettiest pictures are ready to be captured!!
So pretty :) these pictures are happiness!
ReplyDeleteThese are wonderful pictures~ And yes, just let things be, they will all soon come to their proper places. Just do your part and everything will be okay. You'll get over it (whatever that is). I hope sooner. Stay positive! <3
ReplyDeletefunandruins.blogspot.com
What a song to live by, isn't it? Just beautiful. These photos are divine and completely capture spring. And your skirt is just lovely by the way. I adore your blog. I took one of your buttons. :)
ReplyDeleteThese pictures are lovely! I'm so sorry to hear you are going through a hard time, but your outlook and attitude are amazing!
ReplyDeleteOh Lindsay! It's in the times that you described, that life is truly found. There is no joy or life found in a perfectly planned, in control life! It's in the suffering and pain that we find out what life really is and who we really ARE! That is our training ground sweet friend. That is where the miracles happen. If we could all just learn at an earlier age that there is no such thing as a smooth, painless, comfortable life, we'd all be able to cope a bit better. You will find beauty where you are, and it sounds like you already have. And you'll have a character that you wouldn't trade for a thing--even though it was hell to get it.
ReplyDeleteGod bless your beautiful soul, and I LOVE your new tattoo!!!
XO
Even as an English major, I was bad at interpreting the deep meaning of text, but I hope this post means that you are doing better. I have thought of you from time to time and look forward to your posts, as always. Have a blessed week!
ReplyDeleteAlso, I agree with the others: your pictures are beautiful! They remind me of spring!
still thinking of you!
ReplyDeletexo,
ashley
BEE-UTIFUL!!
ReplyDeletelove this collection of pictures.. those little pink blooms are amazing!! cherry blossom?? im so bad with plants.. but they make for a terrific photo op.
ReplyDeleteglad to see an update from you.
oh saw the tweet about the big brother application thing. i say go for it!!!
hi prettyful! missing you and understanding your life right now! you are by far the most inspirational woman i have met in a long time and i'm confident that this is just a trial god has implanted on you to test your strength....but it's okay to be weak, to melt, to cry and to be human! Looking forward to catching up...maybe in person, you can come stay with us anytime:) or i can fly to stay with you....love ya loads! xoxo
ReplyDeleteThese last couple posts of yours have been nothing but inspiring, and honestly this one is my favorite. I just love everything you write here. I know your days will get better. I'm just hoping it would be soon.
ReplyDelete